Tuesday

In case any one wonders why I write in purple, to me it is the color of victory. The hope that Keith will win his victory over this horrible illness that is taking him day by day. I wish that he could do what I use to complain about. He would come to bed around 11 most night, I would be asleep and even as quiet as he was I still woke up. Now he can hardly stay up past 8. He is still working but, he gets tired worst everyday. Christopher is still keeping up with his cello lessons and have to admit he is doing so well. His playing gets better everyday. Sometimes I feel he takes his anger out on the cello. Me I am still cross stitching but I have to admit I get more depressed daily. I try to keep it away from Keith and be as upbeat as I can, but I am so angry and mad that God would want to take such a good man away from the family he loves. Tania is coming in July and I am so happy about that. Right now Keith needs his children around him. Jennifer and Michael will be here in August and I am so thankful for that also. Jennifer has always loved her Uncle Keith so I want them to see as much of each other as possible. Mom has been so good to us. She has taken over most of the cooking and anything else that needs to be done. Sometimes I just don't have the energy to do anything.
Sorry this is such a downer today, maybe tomorrow wil be better.
Love to you all.