Monday, October 1, 2007

CALLING ALL READERS!!!!!!!!! (Update)

I am stealing an idea from other blogs. I know there are alot of Friends and Family that read my blog, but don't comment. Keith really doesn't read this blog, he says it is my private thoughts. That's funny since this goes out all over the world. Not to private, huh???? Keith does enjoy the comments that we get and I read them to him. It really makes a different when he is feeling down. So, if you can just let us know where you are and leave a short comment, it would be greatly appreciated.

Today, we are sitting on pins and needles waiting for the scan results. I know that Jackie is sick of hearing from me. I guess I think that if I call they will get the results sooner. I have to REMEMBER they are on Hospital Time and not Suzan's time. All I have done today it talk to God and myself. I have to keep remembering that it is in God's hands and I can't do anything about it. That is not my nature. I want to make everything right. Sometimes I think I actually feel God slapping my hand to remind me he is with me along this journey which ever road it takes. No matter what the scan says we will keep fighting and fighting. I want Keith to see his grandchildren grow up, see Christopher graduate from college, get married , have his own children and watch them grow up. Sorry, I guess I am just rambling, so bare with me. Say a prayer for us, for our friends (you know who you are) that are going though this. I will let you know how the scan turns out later today (I hope).

(The scan results were good. No change that they could tell. We are still waiting for the final results and to talk to the doctor, but for tonight I can rest better.)

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hi. My name is Sandra and I work for a company that does business with the company that Bryce Brown works for. I was reading their blog and it had a link to yours. I just want you to know that I am sending you all the best wishes I have in my heart for today.

I am in Salt Lake City, Utah. Thanks, Sandra

Anonymous said...

Hi Suzan, I was just checking to see if you and Keith had the results of the test. I'm sending both of you lots of love and good thoughts. Prayers are being said for your family in Utah. Miracles happen all the time, lets order a good one for you. Love and best wishes. -Rhonda

christine said...

From one stage IV melanoma patient to another .... Keep up the fight my friend...You ,Me and Big Ole Bryce We Will Kick the Crap out of this Disease and Win!!!!

Your Battle Partner,
Christine Uporsky

Tammy said...

Suzan, thanks for the call this morning! It was great to hear your voice again. Bryce was happy to talk to you as well. Tell Keith to stay positive and truly believe that he will kick cancer's butt! With your help, I think he can! Prayers are flooding our home, which include your family. Feel them and know He is watching over you!

Anonymous said...

Hi. I have been following your journey for quite some time. As a fellow wife to a Stage IV melanoma warrior, I know all too well how badly melanoma can hurt. Hang in there. I pray daily for your whole family.

Godspeed...
Tara (wife of David stage IV)
www.caringbridge.org
-- davidfield

Anonymous said...

Suzan-
I follow your blogs from Michigan. Your husband reminds me of my father who is fighting melanoma too. They seem to be on the same trial & treatments so I love to keep up with how Keith is doing! It is very inspiring. My dad has only had 2 chemo sessions, so he is a little behind in the timing. But reading your blog makes me feel like I am not crazy, that others that are battling this are having the same struggles and thoughts.
Best wishes for continued happiness and health!
-Lisa

Anonymous said...

I also follow brycedbrown.com as a friend and soon to be family member. We wish you the best of luck, this is such a sad thing for anyone to go through, keep being so positive, it does wonders. Our prayers are with you.